  Youve been worrying about your faith for quite some time. I know you have, Ive been watching. You no longer see the point. No reason to get caught up in religion and the such. Theres no room for individualism there. They dont like revolution.
Sit. Kneel. Obey. You dont like the idea of it all. I know you still believe in God. I know you still feel guilty in the middle of the night, while laying there awake, looking back on all the thing youve done.
I know you still believe enough not to say there is no God. You know there is a God. However, religion, like all things, is man-made. This is what you believe, isnt it? And so, if its man-made, how can it be perfect? How can it be true?
Once, you were so strong there. So much passion. So much love. Now what have you got? So much hate. So much rage.
Apathy. Lethargy. All of that. And more. Or less. You hate organized religion.
I know you do; I can feel it in you. The councils. The education. The politics. Theyre not better there than anyone else in the world. Theyre not any better.
No, organized religion is not for you. Or for anyone, really. Thats just what theyre adjusted to. The world hates change. I know you still need to worship. So you occasionally go back there, to their building, to their House of God.
You go to celebrations, like Christmas, like Easter. And you still go a few Sundays a month. It cant ruin you that way. I know, because Ive seen it. Ive seen you sitting there, reflecting quietly in your room. Your faith is pure there, with no one else around.
No priest and his message. No Vatican Voodoo. Nobody with a show put on, singing, dancing, praying, just so everyone can see them and say Boy, are they ever a good Christian. No. Maybe your faith isnt as strong as theirs. But then again, it might be, because its true.
Sincerely, Yourself urlLink postCount('nov32002'); 
