  Been feeling better last day or so... my sister is visiting for the weekend from out west where she is a school teacher. Had a BBQ and a few beers watching the footy last night with my sister and a one of my best mates and his fiancee.
His team didn't win and are going to miss the finals, but the night cheered me up a whole lot. Going to hit the piss again tonight, a few other friends are coming over for another BBQ then we are going to go to the pub. Katherine is coming as well and hopefully the boyfriend will be doing something else... I'd like to have a chat without him around. Apart from that, I probably won't even try to chase any girls because it will be the story all over again... wasted effort that will end up in me feeling depressed again tomorrow because I can't pick up to save my life.
I like hitting the piss with friends and having a good night, but it usually goes pear-shaped for me when I try to pick up and fail. Just brings back all those bad thoughts and self doubt again. 
