  Post By: lunchbox benny Sun 06/20 02:19 well here's an entree for everyone who wants to see me fall on my face. my drummer can't practice for a "long while" my guitar player quit talking to me. i've tried calling my bass player a shit load of times, and only got voice mail.
i didn't get the job with gallup polls. my friends are to wasted to come get me to make me feel better. and i have a scary amount of self hurting thoughts in my head. and to the gent that posted here last, yeah i'm probably the manson wanna be everyone makes fun of, unless your thinking about the singer from ox 45, or jeremy. who if you ask me have way more of a manson complex then i do. there's about 40 people i wanna be before marilyn manson. like corey parks, iggy pop, sam kinison, lux interior, scott bondy, so on and so on. but yeah all the really cool people think all i listen to is manson.
so it's good to know what i'll be remebered for when i'm gone. "Each one of us, in his timidity, has a limit beyond which he is outraged. It is inevitable that he who by concentrated application has extended this limit for himself, should arouse the resentment of those who have accepted conventions which, since accepted by all, require no initiative of application. And this resentment generally takes the form of meaningless laughter or of criticism, if not persecution. But this apparent violation is preferable to the monstrous habits condoned by etiquette and estheticism.
" Man Ray,Paris 1934 "when the going gets weird... the weird turn pro" -dr. hunter s. thompson, L-U-V you best believe.
benny 
