  mann its 4. 48am. i juz log in the net. i can't sleep waitin for her call. my mind juz can't stop thinkin abt shasha, my mummy.
why is she doing this to me? why? why didn't she tell me where is she going? why didn't she replie my msgs or calls? hizz. wat the hell is going on here?
did i find girls? why didn't she believe tht i love her alone? why? if i got any other gals, i would have gone by the wind right? hizz.
its hard to love some1 if they themselve don't believe us. i can say a hundred and 1 things. but she juz couldn't believe me. i've told her if i msg any girls and she don't trust me, she may find out. theres no point for me to cheat on her.
i love her. why the hell i want to cheat on her? to me she's every thing to me. to me tis world has no colours if there is no presence of her. she is my hope, my only friend,
my girl and i put all my hope on her. if she leaves me like tht, liked i promised, she can juz take a knife and juz stabb me to death if she think she want to leave me. i have no regrets. if i die,
i would die as the happiest man alive. coz i die in her hands. i dun know what is happenin to my life nw. 1 girl that i look on, 1 girl tht i look upon, 1 girl tht i love,
1 girl tht i put my hopes on juz don't trust me anymore. fuck. wat can i say? she juz don't believe me. watever i said i, she does nt going to believe me.
she thinks i'm a liar. i think its high time to pull up my socks. open my eyes and try my best to take care of my self. i know this realtionship would turn out this way. but for some strange reason i juz could not stop thinkin abt her and keep wanting her back. i juz can't know why is it turn out this way?
if she leaves me, i dun know wat i can do or go. i have no1 in this life. might as well kill my self. hidop dlm dunia sebagai sebatang kara, ahh!
no family to lean on, no friends, no girlfriend. mann. who am i going to lean on? who am i gonna share my sorrows with?
last time i know sha²  is always there fer me. when i need some1 to talk to, she is frankly there. nw, sha²
 dun trust me. probs of life getting more. who am i gonna lean my sorrows with? mann. if sha²  leaves me,
1 word can describe abt me, dewgong. i am a dewgong soon to be. hizz. blogg! what should i do to gain her trust back?
u know she's every thing to me. she is like 1 main reason i live in this world. and to loose such person, it will drive me nuts. blogg i love her soo much. why is she doing tis to me?
fuck! i love her, i love her more then anything. wat am i gonna do wit my life if she's nt ard? being too honest sometimes juz can be a pain. i juz can't figure it out!
i know i love her, but she doing tis to me? wat is it? Blogg help me. i dun want to loose her. why can't she believe me?
ahh! wat if she want to get seperated by me? does she love me. coz i knowi love her. isn't it enough for i've done to show tht i love her? hizz.
blogg help me plz. i dun want to get seperated from her.
