  So here I am, I found this website actually a friend found this website, and I love to write and keep journals of my thoughts.
So why not share them right? Where could I possibly begin? As someone who sees this might recognize the "Big Eyed Fish" title, it's because I'm a huge fan of Dave Matthews Band, and I am a Pisces, so I thought "lets combine those two and see what I could come up with" I went out last night to a local bar - which is something I do probably once a weekend, have a few beers and hang out with friends.
Not that I have a lot of friends, 'cause I don't. Well not girlfriends - us women can be so moody and judgemental that it's hard to actually have a friendship with another female. I've never been the type to have a whole gaggle of friends. What women talk about at the bar or club, we talk a lot about guys. We talk about our womanly issues. We gossip, we love to gossip. We talk about love, and lost love, and confused love.
One of my friends is involved with a man that treats her like dirt, yet she still stays with him. But as women we all need to have our bad boys. I've had mine, married him the first time. Then divorced him. Now I've married that good guy, the one that brings steady, unfaltering love, and security. But how that bad boy sticks out in every girls mind, the one that treated you like dirt, yet was exciting and fun.
I have another friend that is married, yet still thinks about the unsteady jerk that she used to be involved with. It's strange, love is strange. How you can love not just one person, but it might 2 or 3 or even 4 or 5. Yet you're not in love with them anymore. This is the drama that us girls talk about when we go out to the bar.
To a guy this may seem boring, but to any girls that I know - it's a way to figure things in the world. A little girl talk is always the remedy toward any lovesickness. I try not to preach to my friends that have horrid boyfriends, but sometimes you just can't help it and end up saying "An' Another Thing... 
