  So here I am again, sitting infront of this stupid monitor. Why is it that I find myself in this position. Over and over again I find myself here trying to look for answers for a question that I don't have. and all the rest of this meaningless dribble. when i write on this blog i ask myself two things, three actually, the third is "do I want a beer? " The first thing I ask myself is will anyone even see this blog? the second. does anyone even care? 
