  you know what i hate most of all? i hate the fact that i don't care about things. i am too apathetic. oh well. i also hate the fact that people just ruin my hopes and dreams. i have dreams that i will be getting back together with "her," and that everything will be alright.
but i have this friend who thinks other wise and rains on my parade that she doesn't see us together... she tells me this everytime i have a conversation with her. this angers me. i give advise to a lot of people, i encourage them and what not... and then in turn they say i am wrong for hoping we get back to the who dating scene. (am i lonely or what? ) oh well, what can i do? basically nothing. sucks. and no jeremiah, she doesn't have man parts.hey! at least i don't think about her all the time anymore. but i do think about her when i am alone (ahem, now! ). 
