  normalcy is going to kill me one of these days... it's nice when you have a friend you can share things with, and they can share things with you, you're able to converse, joke around, even flirt a little... it becomes hard when one side develops feelings for the other, it becomes harder when the other finds out and doesn't know how to react.
it's nice when the other side starts coming around again, and you can start having conversations again (no matter how small, or seemingly meaningless) I still don't regret any part of it. you know, jon hartsaw writes some good music. I'm listening to his most current addition to urlLink mp3.com. it's really good. speaking of good music. I went to the Volta do Mar show tonight and their quite amazing as well. all this reminds me how much I want to take time to work on my own music. I know I have some good stuff, and that I could put something together worth buying, worth playing out, I just need to take the time to do it. Casey wrote me an e-mail the other day (I still need to respond to that, speaking of responding... later) telling me about some oportunities up in the Madison area, asked me how things were coming along down here, wondered if our project was still on, or if it should be shelfed for a while.
he has spring break soon, said he could maybe come down... that would be good, I think he should really do that. it would be nice to play with him again. maybe there's a show that week that we could go to as well... hmmm.... have to look into that some more. man... no... God, I need to play, I need to write, I need to get out and share it with the world, I need to share You with the world, the gifts You've given me, and the experiences I've had...
I know it's all for a reason... or at least You can use it that way(does everything have a reason for happening, I don't really think so, but I know this has, I have, purpose; God reveal! ) ahhh, the cool determination of steel. 
