  wow.. so I've done absolutely nothing today. I feel like writing something, but I'm really not sure what I have to say.. so this could be interesting. ( or really dull..) I've started to wonder if staying up all day was a good idea or not. I think I may get some coffee on the way to church tonight. church... part of me would rather not go this evening. I'm sure I'll still be there anyway. setup for habitat after service. gotta be there for that. definitely need coffee. after we get stuff ready for habitat (go through sound check and all that) I'm sure we're goin' ta denny's. can't not go, the reprecussions would be horrible. ok, so maybe that's a bit severe but.. so I've effectively avoided thinking of much of anything the past 24 hours or so. I'm not sure if it's because I had John's project to concentrate on or... well, maybe that conversation I had with urlLink jess really helped.
(thanks a lot jess.. it means a lot to me :) I think the latter is the case. along with God working in me of course. He's been tryin' to do that a lot lately. I hope He's successful. man o' man, do I. I still feel the same about her. I still ... "it's an attitude" yeah. 
