  I think maybe I'm insane. It feels like it, since I always kept everything about Daniel under wraps, the only people who know anything about it are me, Daniel and Tanisha, and Daniel is acting like there's nothing wrong (except of course that he's not actually talking to me) but he's behaving as if we have ALWAYS communicated exclusively by email and it's not weird to him at all.
Well, it's weird to me. And it makes me feel insane because it makes me feel like the last two years never happened. Thank God for my blog, or I'd really start to question my sanity, you know? Thank God I had the ticket stubs...thank God I had the photo of Tige, and the birthday card.... I love him and I don't want to. I want to stop loving him, can I? 
