  I don't have anything important to say, but I am desperately trying to avoid going to work... Well, it seems to be working for the moment. I have been taking a fish oil pill before I go to bed and I seem to be okay. It is really amazing how much better I feel. I was so sick for the past few weeks and was really getting down in the dumps about it. I feel so much better! I think I will do this for a week or two and then try two pills again. I've been feeling so good that I decided I need to get on the ball with excercise. I hate saying this because I always flake out but I really am trying. I keep envisioning myself on that cruise ship fat and presto! there's some motivation! I'm trying to build up a tolerance to running. I know that walking is really good for you but the results come so much slower. I would much rather just beat my body into compliance and then walk to maintain. Not asking too much, eh?
I can run an embarassing amount of time before I a)can't breathe and b) my back feels like it is going to break. Well, I guess I need to go back to the dr for my inhaler...ugh. Anyway...hubby is in training this week so B is in daycare all day and then we are all home together at night. Wow...it is so nice. I feel guilty about B but spending time as a family at night is really cool.
It makes me hopeful for when he is done with school and hopefully can bid for first shift...I didn't realize normalcy felt so good... Thursday is the award ceremony at work. I'm so glad I'm feeling better...this gives me a better chance of not crying when hubby receives his award. I guess this award symbolizes all the sacrifices we have made as a family, as a couple, and on individual levels.
It also allows him to close some doors on the trials he faced last year. I'm just so proud of him... See? I warned you I had nothing important to say! I fell asleep on the couch watching "America's Next Top Model" update show...damn! I really wanted to see it! Maybe they will replay it someday... 
