  ok...so I better write about this dream before I forget everything. Mr X was there...he had been searching for me for a long time and finally found me. He told me he wanted to talk to me "alone". So, we went to this place, I assume it was his house.
He started asking me many random questions about my life and what I had done, etc. I told him I was happy now and that I never knew I could be happy without him but that I was. He kept pounding me about, well, when we were together, was this real, was that real...etc. He wanted me to assure him that I had truly loved him. I told him, of course, I was in love with you, I never would have gone through all the bs if I hadn't but it isn't the same anymore...and it never will be the same.
I told him I was such a different person without him and that I was with someone who inspired me to continue growing. Enter hubby...hubby came to find me because he had heard I was with Mr X. Hubby was crushed that I was with him and assumed that I was there because I wanted to leave him and go to Mr X. I tried explaining to hubby that I was simply trying to explain to Mr X how much happier I am and how he and I were never going to be together again.
Well, in the background Mr X is getting more and more upset. Finally, I convince hubby to leave and let me finish the conversation with Mr X and that I would be coming to him shortly. Well, Mr X told me, no, I'm not going to let you leave me again. And then I was dead. I didn't see myself die so I have no idea what happened...weird, huh?
The rest of my dream was me, dead, telling hubby how much I love him and how much I appreciate everything he has ever done for me... Now, that I relay it, it is kind of a sad dream I guess. But when I first woke up, I was so relieved by it. Finally...I realize in my subconscious that I have made the right choices for me and I'm exactly where I need to be.
I have been so haunted by Mr X for years...and here, after nine years together, I finally get it right...too long in coming. I am not going to read too much into the rest of it...just take the peace that Mr X should not be haunting me anymore. 
