  okay...I'll admit it...I'm officially an emotional wreck at the moment...Lord, I really do love these hormonal rollercoasters I get to ride on! This one I jumped on at the moment is called "Time of the month Hell" Of course, if you don't choose to ride this ride as often as you should, say once a month, it tends to be that much worse when you do get on...yesterday, I was a WRECK!
I was tearing up and occassionally breaking down in tears at random moments...beautiful! So, before my hormones went to hell yesterday, I called my sister and brother in law...aka the whackjobs in TC that just gave birth to my first niece. I called because I wanted to see how the new mom was doing, how baby was doing, and how they were all adjusting after coming home from the hospital. Bad move...she called me back here at work and went on and on about how she gave birth naturally and how my bil has such HUGE respect for women who choose to do it completely naturally. Hey, dumbass, just because I had drugs doesn't make it any less of a challenge to push a baby out of that teeny-tiny hole. Ahhh, I hope she achieved whatever it was she attempting to do...make herself feel good? I don't know. I have never regretted my decision to get drugs...I guess it is just annoying that she should think her birthing experience was more miraculous than anyone who had drugs.
Guess what, brainiac? It's God's miracle in the first place...he just chose to use you as a tool...needless to say, I won't be calling them for quite some time... Luckily, hubby completely understood. See, I called from work and had to leave a message. I didn't leave my work number, I just figured I would talk to them later in the afternoon. So, they called our house to get my work number from hubby. Hubby and his brother talked for a while about how they were doing...hubby had told his brother that I had been anxious to hear how everyone was doing and that I must have finally broke down and done it myself since he hadn't. Brother asks him if we had thought about having more children...they were so excited we had dropped everything to come see them and to watch us with the baby, they were impressed and wondered why we hadn't had more yet.
So, hubby says, I could have sworn we have had this conversation...and goes into the whole, she has been told it won't happen naturally...bs. Wow...I don't even really know what I think. I think I don't want to think about it...anyway, brother kept going on and on about how he was so thrilled we came up right away and hubby had called ME before they called back to let me know the conversation and "forewarn" me she would probably go on and on about how much our visit meant...ummm, nope!
Nothing like that was even alluded to...so hubby is thoroughly disgusted, especially considering what he and his brother had talked about. Like I told him, I am a sensitive enough person NOT to say such bs to someone but the downside is that I am sensitive to then get my feelings hurt when someone says that crap to me...I need to learn to let this stuff run off my back and not effect me... On a much, much happier note...I was able to stay awake and watch AI.
GO FANTASIA! LOL! I never got through the night before so I was a little stressed she might not win. Oh yeah, did you see the point JASMINE went to sing and Jennifer Love Hewitt called her Jennifer??? DUH! Read the cue cards girl! Anyway, I was so happy for Fantasia...and, of course, it made me cry! 
