  I joined my roommate's small group, led worship, and we all went to Applebee's afterwards. I have ~7 dollars left in my bank account. You know, Sarah, you're right. I have, again, let myself become trapped in my own condemnation again. Man, it's hard to fight it, but I know that I must, and I can, because of the firm truth of the Gospel. It's just very difficult to listen to the light... funny, huh? Well, I have no doubt that these depressive thoughts and feelings will always keep coming... but I think with time, I'll learn how to be distracted from them with the greater joy's in Christ... 
