  I am tired. I am in a position right now where I want to tell this person something but I am not quite sure how I should or if I should. This is the result of much thinking and mental battling, yet it's not even close to being finished yet. Why is it so hard for people to believe in Christ, in God? I think the biggest reason that people have, but won't ever admit, is that it's the fear of losing one's authority over the self's life. It's a scary and abstract idea to entrust yourself to something or someone you can't physically see, hear, feel, touch, or relate to in the way we do with people we see daily. I am very tired right now. I sleep. What's your purpose? 
