  For those of you what I'm going through, I am sad to say that it's not getting any better. Ever since I got back from break, I go to my classes, but I find myself distanced further and further from my studies. Studies? What are studies? I really try to sit here and do it, but it just doesn't happen. My mind crackles with crowded thoughts and i almost physically feel a vice over my head.
Or, I feel the lazy bug... that state of emotion that consists of this cloudy sensation that keeps repeating, "Don't do it. " I think to myself, "Christians shouldn't fail like this. They shouldn't be weak like this, because they have the ultimate confidence in life, their union with Christ. They fight to the extent of how firmly they believe. " Then I see that I'm losing more battles. I have received so much exhortation and encouragement consisting of cures and actions I should take, but here I am, unable/unwilling to take action.
What the heck is wrong with me? Why can't I act? Why don't I act? I'm not even trying to figure out what is keeping me back, I just try to do it... but the same outcome. Nothing seems to work. 
