  ooh, and more misery (let me wallow here, for just a few moments, i'll be back to normal shortly): Found the two lumps in the boobs, and in the process of taking care of that. Catch this miserable excuse for a cold, and muddling through that. War happening, dealing with it. found a lump in my freaking armpit this morning . Not sure if i need to be having a cow about it, because it isn't where there's a lymph gland, and even if it was, the cold might excuse it. paranoid? fuck yeah. Pardon my french. I'm no hypochondriac, and have not yet had a serious case of transcriptionitis (except for that compressed ulnar nerve a couple of years ago, and that was quite real), but alarmed might be an understatement.
Yeah yeah, i know, i can't just look at the worst case scenario, here. Because there's a good chance there's nothing to be worried about... but i drop into those weird little "oh shit" attacks occasionally, and usually for no reason, and here i have a reason and i can't get freaked about it because i'd, like, fall apart, because of everything else. 
