  And now...My Life Honesty. That's all I want. I'm tired of being fooled. Maybe other people can see what I don't. I guess I just have so much respect for this person that I'm blinded. Does he think that I will hold an eternal grudge on him if he tells me about the stuff he does? Is that it? Just because I don't do that crap. Because i'm a "straightedge" and he's not that doesn't mean he won't always be one of my best friends.
Is he so scared that I'll abandon him, is that it? Or is it that I'll hound him constantly about what he does or how he's doing with these certain problems. I just want the truth. Sooner or later I would hear about it from someone else. I've got so many questions with answers floating somewhere off in another galaxy. Truth, I just want the truth. 
