  current tune: bright eyes - a scale a mirror and those indifferent clocks i'm a shmuk. i missed another family event due to my inability to cope with metra. i feel awful, although it does no good. i think from now on, i'll just take my bike on the cta, and ride the rest of the way to my parent's house. at least then i would only be late, not S.O.L. anyway, enough whining. interpol tomorrow - woo hoo! interpol is so joy division-esque, i should hate them for it. but they're really really good... they're more pop, and they have that consistancy of emotion, that lets me listen to them whenever things are stressing me out, and i feel better. matt should by me the cd for that. but he doesn't know it. anyway, there's going to be some changes around here... hopefully soon you'll be able to comment on my entries.
current tune: bright eyes - the calender hung itself as much as i hate arguing with thoe ones i love.... sometimes a small argument keeps a big one from being the end of the world. i've had relationships where i never argue with the person, until. until the one huge argument that blows the relationship to hell. you and i have issues sometimes, ivonne, but since we had a couple of hiccups, when it seems like there's an argument to kill the relationship, it's not, since their's some antagonism built in. maybe as i get older i put up with more shit, or maybe i just argue more. i think ben and i could always have some sort of friendship, since ours is almost entirely built on antagonism... yeah, that thought didn't come out the way it started in my head... oh well 
