  Well I had a WHOPPING 2 hours of actual work today. At least as far as I can tell I will not be receiving any more work for the rest of the day. So what do I do now? I will sit here, trying to look like I am doing something official by typing this rant-filled blog and surfing the big I. I am here until 5 . . . I started writing this at 2:30. (2.5 hours of NOTHING, faking looking busy). Then I think to myself, dont they monitor our work by watching our PCs during the day? If that is so then they will see how unnecessary I am as an employee. I sit here and wonder what one of my sudo-bosses deal is . . . .she is so bitchy to me and doesnt delegate work to me that I know exists, yet takes it on herself and works on it instead of giving me work. I am about a month away from resigning and just hoping to dear god that I will be hired elsewhere where they have the work to keep me busy and pay me what I am worth.
Then I remember that I pay rent and my parents are not so forgiving if I do something that they would term a bad move UGH!!!! I do so not need this added aggravation especially when I have these tests coming up. (This blog was interrupted by me looking busy and I rejoin you now at 4:10.
Where I hope to make this last a bunch more minutes to fill my time. ) So as I was sitting here learning about one of my pastime favorite comic strips For Better or For Worse www.fborfw.com while listening to Christmas tunes on the radio, I couldnt help but notice the camaraderie of my fellow officemates. I feel ousted from my own work place because I feel like I am right back in HS where I am not a part of the IN crowd but off on my own as a self-proclaimed loaner who everyone knows exists but doesnt care to get to know better. (I know sounds like another pity party doesnt it? ) Perhaps it is. Anyways, 4:12 by y count and time for me to go back the big I and look for more interaction of a less human form. Oh how I cant wait for a new job! And this test to be over. 
