  cuz you're we're all spies.. yeah I'll let you guess where thats from. ;) its funny as time goes on, things or events remind you that you are not all that invinsible, that you can take things for granted. take people for granted. and then i think of jay, i miss him so much, i dont even think he realizes. i miss him so much. cant think straight oh is this fate..? i know what to do but my options of which were many, are few its all in my head all the things ive ever said i dont know why i feel so defeated.. .. its me, with my thoughts alone, i guess. 
