  I am stoked. That's white boy talk for excited. I have a pretty exciting week ahead of me. I start my internship at Asphodel. I'll be learning how to use MaxMSP there. It's this digital audio programming shit that's really hard to learn and some places charge over three thousand bucks to learn it. The thing is, I'm going to be learning it from the guy that the girl I like used to sorta date. But, this dude was a lame so she stopped messing with him since he tried to pull some funny shit on her. So, hopefully it'll work out even though I hang out with this girl that dissed him. Even though he was the one that let her slip from his game. I think it'll be pretty funny if i end up hooking up with her and learning how to use MaxMSP from him also.
It would be like leverage I guess? I dunno. But, the reason why he was holding back on this girl was because it seems like he's so deep into his music thing that he can't dedicate any of his time to a girl. That's funny because I am pretty dedicated to my music, but I could definitely make time in my schedule for the ladies. Man, being all about work and having no play is no way to live. That's how guys go bald, get cancer, and end up dating girls off of craigslist. I ain't going out like that. No way. I got this girl that I really am interested in getting to know and I was pretty straight forward in letting her know that I think she's super duper bootytastic and that if I was dude, I wouldn't have let her out of my sight.
If I were that dude, the minute that she told me that I was trying to pull some games on her, I would've went to the flower shop, bought the most expensive flowers there (besides roses), hired a guitar player, and then brought her the flowers and sang her some corny ass Backstreet Boys song. hey, you gotta do what you gotta do. It's pretty messed up how things worked out for this girl though. She got her feelings hurt since this guy dissed her. There are three things that are fundamental. Honesty, Reciprocal Altruism, and Consideration. That's the holy trinity to getting a nice girl. You can't let all this rap music pimp talk fuck up your mind and make you feel like you're Snoop Dogg or something.
That's the problem with the world today. Muthafuckas ain't Too Short or Snoop Dogg or 50 cent and they just have to understand that most of the world is just broke ass, exhausted, and fed up with the bullshit and that's including females. Not just men. I don't mean to sound like a feminist. I'm just speaking my opinions. My whole outlook is just way too futuristic I think. I'm like way ahead of the time. It's just ridiculous. 
