  So, I got a show on Tuesday. It came up on such short notice, but we took the gig. We need the practice and the venue is a small place and on a Tuesday night, there's not going to be a huge crowd. I'm excited because we've got a totally entire new set after a month and we get to play our new songs rather than the old ones. So, it's pretty cool. I have to sit down tomorrow when I wake up and work on these songs I already have.
I have three songs already and I need to get one more song and then that will have us set for our 45 minute set. Damn, a forty five minute set? We're already like one of the pros if we gotta go for that long. It's good because we're forced to make this 45 minute set and with the songs we get, we'll put them on a demo CD and that will create more arbitrary opportunities for us.
I think we'll be doing our first rave in August. We'll be doing a performance at an underground rave at a secret location. So, that's going to be tight. We'll be performing for the snobby ravers. The ones that go to the "underground" parties. I just hope that there's not too much drugs floating around because I don't like drugs as much as I used to.
I'm tolerable, but to a certain extent. I used to do that shit a lot, so I'm not really going to be too judgemental because I know how hard it is to quit. But, that's a part of the reason why I make rave music too. Because it's not about the drugs. The music is really about inspiration. That's one of the things that sort of pisses me off. One DnB producer I met was all coked up and asking me if I could score some weed.
And the kind of music he makes is just some hardcore type of music that you can listen to at a club, but it's not so much the kind of music that inspires me to do something good. It's all good though. You have people that do things for different reasons. He may only desire to get his name known, some hoochies, and some drugs. If that's what his mind is set on, then those are goals that are easily attainable without the music.
But, the producer was a total dick to my friend, so it just goes to show the level of musicianship he has for someone that's really interested in his music. So, ultimately, my goal is to sort of battle the music that's floating around in the scene right now. I pray that I get the guidance to make the right choices because there's still a lot of shit that has to be done.
But, I'm off to a start that's starting without me even really trying too hard. I didn't put much effort to getting this gig. They called us and asked us to perform. I think that's just how I want it to be. I don't want to perform somewhere by begging to get on. That's not my style. And we got this gig on our own without any agents involved. I like to keep all the people involved to a minimum. I'm pretty excited because things are working out okay. I think so. 
