  You know what makes me depressed? I want to open up to you and get this off of my chest. This bothers me a lot and it's been causing me some discomfort. I'm 24 years old. I don't feel like I'm 24 and I don't think that I act my age. The thing is, I want to be a grown up. But, now I look at grown ups and I realize that. I am still a kid. I also have been thinking about the past which is useless. But, I have been thinking about all of the years I've lost being dumb and foolsih. It's not good to do that, but I've been doing it. The past is the past and fuck the past. I need to rest. 
