  urlLink It is with deep sadness that I announce the demises of The Muse, Puck, one-who-I-think-is-already-named-Curly, and some punk friend of theirs who, like the three of them has this uncontrolled, all-encompassing death wish. April Fools Day? APRIL FOOLS DAY? A P R I L .. F R E A K I N ' .. F O O L S .. D A Y .. ???????? lol. oh come on old man... we love you too! :P p/s gotcha! heh. --- missed you at the head doctor's today.
:) ...she does good. and it isn't just the medicine. two points? though she talks again about having more pills to play with. the girl stumbles around admist theories and 'working on things' ; for once a week, she sits on this offbeat randomly colored room to get her head fixed. what her mind cannot do, her heart sets out to mend. they feed her a teaspoon of confidence and happiness each week, not too much, not too little either. they guide her through mazes and lets her pick out crayons to color her world, steps to help her dance and she is grateful. one more session while her mom is around, they bring in reinforces...they teach her how to open.
to share. to let go. they teach her it's okay....she's okay. they teach her the things she's afraid to know. she stays. --- barker's taking her out tomorrow. reverting back to what he originally set to do on their first date. she smiles, he's so damn adorable sometimes. silly boy. 
