  "I'm changing my name to "Frosted Cheerios" in the morning..." Dumbass. :P so I turned down this extremely yummilicious ass todayand Im sitting here trying to figure out why the hell I did that and Im drawing a very sorry blank.
I swear confidence or at least this sorta happy/whoop-de-doop the world is so perfect attitude attracts peoplewhich doesnt really make a lot of sense if you think about it? Why? Why when Ive sworn off my rights and declared celibacyWHY?! Hehe. Oh well. I think there might really be seriously something wrong with me thoughIm normally very fascinated by the whole romance, sweet-talking, gentlemanly crap but now it all just seems irritating.
Its as if something in me just really cant stand it and I just want to yank my hair out and scream, stay on that side you idiots! Leave me alone.i can appreciate it now! Gah. Tired as fuckspent a good portion of today studying and in classes then had to go to some event for extra credit.
It was fun but Im much much too incoherent to analyze it now. (we have to do a write up for it) Back to back coffee load up in racheals system is badyoud think I wouldve had known it by now eh? In other news though, Im going to take a nice long, long, hot bubble bath. Excuse the Bitch. My bones/muscles are achingand its Tuesday tomorrow too.. Damn. Dah-yum. Must. Get. Fit. Arrggghhhhh!!!!! think happy thoughts, think happy thoughts. batthhhhhhhh. 
