  I guess youre one of those girls that are used to people falling in love with you huh? Classic. So fucking overused it isnt even funny. I play stupid so damn well I deserve an Oscar. Or a nomination at the very least.. My comfort space intruded in so rudely, backed into a corner with no damn choice or reasoning. Irritated and pissed, damnit, I have other better things to worry about. Grr. Upset for not a good reason at all, lets handle this like two perfectly mature adults as he tightens the strings on my leash and condescends me. (Well, youre (definitely) not the type of guy I fall in love with are you? ) What isnt said beneath the surface is horrifically fiery.
Hell hath no wrath like a woman, I remember that now. But I keep all my sarcastic remarks and painful anger to myself and wallow instead at this god forsaken hour and ask why me? This isnt some puppy love cute attraction shit, this is a whining, obsessing, compulsive, egoistical, head-up-my-ass, wont leave me alone attraction. Perhaps my last saving grace and worst thing is that it was a good friendship. Why, goddamnit, why?
Being coerced and having to pry wandering forceful hands off me is not my idea of fun thank you very much. Im Pissed. urlLink "And I'm going to bed and I hope I'll die and rot and stink enough so the maggots will come crawling all over me and swarm through my bodily cavities and eat me up so that everything thats left of me is a stupid little skeleton white and pure just the way I'm supposed to be. Haha. " 
