  Happy belated Father's day! Last night, a friend emailed me through friendster asking me if I had a baby! Haha...nope! That's just my neice! Maya definetely has my brother's color! She's kind of dark! Hehe. On Sunday, Father's day, I went to my brother's house. Andy dropped me off and couldn't stay because he had a cold.
He didn't want to get anyone sick especially Maya. So, I was able to hang out with family...mostly cousins! My cousins and I ended up window shopping at Long Beach Towne Center. It was fun. I was trying to look for something cute for baby Maya but couldn't find anything. Oh well. While we were at the house, my cousin called my brother on his cell phone but I decided to pick up the phone. So, we started to chat. He also hasn't been able to find a job for a long time...longer than me!
In a few days, he'll be going to Alaska for a month with a few of his friends and he's actually going to try to look for a job there! If he doesn't find anything, he'll be going back home to Chicago in time for "east coast Maya's" first birthday and in September, he's going to drive here and just stay here! He's so brave. My cousins, and Andy are trying to look out for positions for him. Later, my dad asked me if I was still looking for a job.
I said yeah, but I might move to Chicago to look for a job over there. He just laughed and said, you move to Chicago while Steve moves here?! =) I actually would. I'm the type of person that would "probably" move as long as I find a good job...even if it was in Chicago. But in my case, I feel STUCK! It's not like I can go out of the state for months at a time to look for a job.
I don't have that kind of money...my parent's don't either!
Oh well.
I'm still trying to figure myself out! But for now, I'm still a loser who wants to go back to school but wants all the financial aid in the world! 
