  2day we did the funniest thing...we went downtown 2 the westin hotel and went on the eleva8tors!!!!!! bottom-top...bottom-top...then we started jumpin wen we went up n down!!!!! =D ~afta we went 2 fancy stores lyke saks fifth ave and giorgio nd looked @ the price tags with *shocked* faces =O meh and miya were takin all the free sample stuff and now our hands r all sparkly and perfumy!!!!
lol!!! i want 2 crawl in a hole and cry... my life has flipped upside down nd i keep wondering wut will happen.
hopein that everything will be the way i lyke it. dreamin of that special some1. wishin that i cood have my own way wishin so hard @ nite that hurtz 2 sleep... i get lost in my worries dat i 4get wuts reli happening... nd im so scared 2 close my eyes cuz i mite cry in2 the lonely nite... i feel lyke i wish every nite but the next day nothing happens. just the same thing... hopin. dreamin wishin my ~lol...i put anonymous 4 the poem but its reli dumb 2 put anonymous on my poem =D i reli lyke that poem now... 
