  Perhaps I was already there. I don't know. The sun looks so beautiful. I have thought many many times to just run. Run until I am there. every thing is crazy.
My feelings are discombobulated (sp?). I think I am going insane. I wake every morning and think of the same thing. I see the same thing. I can't stop thinking about it every day. Every thing reminds me of him.
Currently I can't breathe, I slowly slip in to memories and I get glazed over. Wow the sunset is so beautiful. Pink...i gotta go outside. I need to see it. I needd to see the moon. You can't tear me away from it. 
