  Today I feel crapy. It seems like lately I am sick more often than not. I am taking these parenting classes one is called Conflict Resolution, and the other is Creative Discipline. Those have intrenched me in this world of second-guessing everything I do. So my confidence level has wallowed into the gutter of literal disaster. I just feel insignificant, unimportant, and unnoticed. I just wish I was normal. SOmetimes it is evry frustrating being bi-polar. I want to be happy. I want the past to dissapear and I want a clear path to where my future leads to appear. I am sick of living stuck in a moment that I cna't get out of it. 
