  I'm going to school tomorrow. I'm going to wake up in the morning and put on my uniform and go to school. I'm going to get a locker and I'm going to put pictures of Goran Visnjic in it. I'm going to sit in a desk. I'm going to take notes. I'm almost crying here I'm so happy. I can't honestly remember a time when I was happier than this.
I miss Neil, though. It's strange- we all miss him but we've fallen back in step with our lives and it's like this was the way it always was. Noel and I are a lot closer than before, I think. Of course he'll probably read this and say it's complete crap. But we haven't had a fight since... I can't even remember when. On Dateline tonight they were having a thing about Fligt 93. At the end they just showed pictures of everyone who had been on the flight. Before I knew it I was crying.
I just thought about all the people I know who might've died if it hadn't been for the people on that flight. Neil- I'm so nervous for you. How'd the audition go? Call me tomorrow, k? 
