  I was reading an old blog of mine earlier and noticed a question I asked myself about a year ago...though I never seemed to answer it... Are you running from something or to something? When I compare the time of when I originally asked myself this question to the present, I definitely think it's two very distinct ends of the spectrum. A year ago, I was running away from everything that had any importance to me. Don't ask me why. Maybe I was completely fed up of being the "responsible" one in my family. Maybe I just didn't want to care for once. Maybe I just had no clue where the hell I was going anymore. All I know was that i was neglecting everything of importance to me. Currently, if you asked me this question, I'll tell you that I'm running to something, though I have idea where I'm running to.
I think that's fair. I can admit to myself that for once, I have a clue as to what I'm running to, but the specifics are still being worked out. It's much better than a year ago, but not where I was coming out of college. I have a little bit of work to catch up on, though I am very content. Actually, I take that back...i'm ecstatic! Patience is definitely working for me, as slowly things are falling into place.
It's just a matter of time. ....Supporting friends and family, a guy I'm completely in love with, a stable job I love coming to every day, finally happy with myself (ok, maybe besides the tummy and lack of exercise! ha ha), a therapeautical unconditional relationship with God, and to top it all off (disclaimer: this is my superficial side talking... ), I finally got around to ordering Season 4 of Sex in the City on DVD! ha ha okay, that last aspect is just my dorky side coming out...u know what i mean... happy day! 
