  Feeling Much Better the holidays have passed, and life is back to normal. Kids are in school and everyone is back in the office. *BIG sigh of relief* and, as i have had to wait 5 months for that bail bond payment from waaaaay back in August, and am still waiting, i have come to realize something.
i have allotted that money to everything from rent, to long overdue bills, to paying back debts to friends that lent me money, to buying christmas presents. oh, and repairing my car. in the meantime, some of those bills have somehow been paid without receiving that money. christmas gifts were bought. well, the car still needs repairing. but i'm still waiting. now the circus is coming and i want to take my girls, and the car still needs repairing.
there are so many new ways to spend that money, and yet, somehow, even without the money i've managed to keep moving. i can't help but see the lesson in all of this. although i would have preferred to have had a check instead of a lesson, my own nature finds yet another way to be grateful for what i haven't got (yet). Diva out. 
