  Thinkin' Philosophizing about tons of stuff. Life is good. Vacation is much needed, though I am not sure my view has changed on what I'm taking the vacation from . But regardless... I guess I'll be more charged up for the final push to June. I'm trying my damndest to take charge of my life.
I've been whining too long... even I have been getting annoyed by it. It's been a shit of a year, and it's time I do something about it to make sure I don't let it happen again. Bagley seems to want me to stay where I am. I wish he could see inside my head, because I don't feel like he really knows what's going on there. Although... I value his opinion so much that it still makes me reconsider leaving. This week has been great so far. Yesterday I started writing my first song ever on the guitar. I'm psyched. The lyrics actually don't suck for once, and it's going well. I don't know where my inspiration has come from, but I'm going with it. Been hanging out with friends a LOT lately, which is awesome.
I miss them a lot. Dan and I checked out apartments again today, reinforcing why I'm stoked to move in with him. I think that's going to work out really well. I think I have been drunk almost every night this week. I love vacation. I think it should happen more often. Like all the time. No, really. I think I will start my own country based on that. It will be called Vacationland. Wait, that's Maine. Well, back to the drawing board. Ehren out. 
