  I never knew fasting could be so mentally taxing. My mind broke, then within a little while, my body broke.
This has never happened before, and the opposition was getting to me, I mean, I don't understand what is going on, something doesn't want me to do this, and well, it stopped me. Whether or not that dream meant anything, dreams generally are produced in your mind, and while fasting you are both purging you mind and your body.
Well this is the first time the carnality of my mind wouldn't let me go, the dream showed it was not about to leave any time soon. I feel like there is two of me living in here. One side, I long to banish, and another I have yet to birth. Reminds me of that Clive Barker painting "I am borne of myself" or whatever, a woman giving birth to herself....really odd if you ask me 
