  Ashes.....bloody ashes. You know how long that takes to drain out of your throat? Too damned long...it still lingers there for me. Blood and Ash....."Ashen Blood"?...no Blood and Ash..that's my life story. Yesterday was probably the most screwed up day of my life. Let's examine my life. Let's look at the girls that I have hung out with....all the same though...ALL the SAME!!!!
Always living with some other branch of family, OR older family. Always some huge age gap between siblings, always far out there. Something is always weird, they are almost always somewhat charged in areas.....and what not...something isn't right though...i don't go to them..they go to me. As soon as all this started with her, it ended...what the hell was I thinking I knew better, I KNEW BETTER. 
