  This night I stood there...Sat there. Missing some things that I used to have in life. Will she ever look back? no...will she ever care...probably not. Will she ever know that I loved her as a friend enough to die for her....probably not..she probably didn't care. She would have seen me dying and said "oh, that's nice"....i miss her....i dont...but I might....help me someone..rain down mercy.. 
