  urlLink Disappointed Well, my worst fear came true regarding surgery this morning. It's good news and bad news, depending upon how you want to look at it.
My surgeon found absolutely nothing wrong with me. No endometriosis, no sigmoid or pelvic adhesions, no scar tissue...nothing. Nada. Everything looks completely normal, including my female organs. This is exactly what I did not want to hear, because now the doctors are even more clueless as to what's causing me so much pain.
I feel like screaming. This pain is not all in my head! How could "absolutely nothing" be causing all this pain?! I'll need to seek out another gastrointerologist, another OB-GYN, and quite probably a pain specialist. My only source of comfort at the moment is Matthew Chapter 8, Verse 17: "He took up our infirmities and carried our diseases..." At this point I'm like, "Christ! Only You can heal me. " 
