  first and foremost, to the people who are reading this... pwede satin satin nalang to... please. im in the verge of crying now. the other day, i thought i was the happiest girl on earth... now, i feel so crappy! do you know the song "the hardest thing? " yeah, that sooooooo sad song by 98 degrees . i really feel like singing it cause i totally can relate.
im so confused with my feelings... i still dont know if im over my manipulating ex-bf . eto lang naman iniisip ko eh... si new one . i dont want to hurt his feelings. its just unfair!!! not for me, but for him... its so unfair for him. sobrang bait niya sakin, tapos ano tong ginagawa ko sa kanya???
aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaahhh! i dont want to hurt his feelings, yes. but... what about me? screw love. 
