  just got home from bea 's house. i slept there kasi. bea , ai , mars , lara , mc , alex and i went to temple yesterday. we arrived there around 930 ata... kasi traffic. oh well. i guess it was okay cause i got to see my old friends again... kaya lang T_T kulang kulang.
i saw HIM yesterday. we talked a LITTLE BIT . as in siguro nagkasama kami ng 3 minutes!? sabi niya di daw bagay sakin yung bangs. hmp!!! his hair is sooooo long.
i told him to have a haircut. hinawakan ko pa yung buhok niyaaa!!! waaaaaaaaa T_T tapos sabi niya... " hanggang saan ko pagupit ? " waaaaa!!! napangiti ako ^_^ ewan ko kung bakit. hay... tapos he left with jm .
HE LEFT T_T anyways, sabog ATA ako kahapon. ewan ko kung bakit. NATURAL HIGH ng dahil sa kalungkutan? hmmm... kasi nasa skyway kami tapos naka-120 kami sa altis ni mc tapos nilabas ko yung ulo ko para makita ko sina alex sa kabilang sasakyan. hahaha ^_^ sobrang bilis nung hangin!!! wahahaha ^_^ ang gulo ng hair ko tuloy.
balak ko pa nga sana pagpa-uwi sakay ako sa montero ni alex tapos pagnaka-todo na yung montero niya lalabas ko yung ulo ko dun sa roof ewan... yung bumubukas!!! wahahaha ^_^ kaya lang baka liparin daw ako. oh well... theres still a next time. haha!!! BEA AND I SAW LEE YESTERDAY . si lee ... yung sa ponds.
si BRENT JAVIER --- MOSSIMO MODEL !!! kasi may mga ponds booth sa town yesterday tapos... my nakita kong poster ni LEE , DIEGO and FRANCIS . tapos i suddenly blurted out... " BEA, LAM MO BA !!! BADING DAW SI LEE " " sino ba si lee ? " sabi ni bea . " AYAN SI LEE oh... BADING DAW YAN EH !
" as in pramis. my voice was sooooo loud. hay... tapos, TINURO KO PA !!! oh shit. fuck. HE SUDDENLY LOOKED AT ME .
HE HEARD ME SAY THAT HE WAS GAY . HE . WAS . THERE . brent javier IN THE FLESH . ang GWAPO NIYAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA !!!!!!!!!!
waaaaaaaaaa!!! nakakahiya no!? amp talaga!!! wahahaha ^_^ kaya yun. tawa kami ng tawa ni bea . sabog sabog na ako.
tapos nakita pa namin si zenon kahapon. ZENON DIMARANAN IN THE FLESH . wahahaha ^_^ di daw siya gaano trip ni bea . mas gwapo daw si teb . hmmm... and he was with sophia anyways... hahaha. young joo cho !?
dba!? hehehe. tapos... stinalk namin ni bea . wahahaha ^_^ walang magawa. nakakahiya. hahaha.
okay lang naman ang birthday ni alex . yun nga lang di lang talaga kami sanay sa ganun. mas okay parin house parties eh ^_^ hayyyyyy... oh well. HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEXXX !!! ^_^ hahaha. your 18 already!!!
oh wait. no!!! your 19? 18? i forgot. thanks sa libre sa templeeeee!!!
^_^ hahaha. dalawa na sa barkada ko ang inis kay carlo . hahahahaaa!!! kasi... kasi... kasi. hay... oh well. tommorow... back to reality nanaman.
school. school. school. im getting depressed again. im so bored with my life. kung hindi lang kasalanan magpakamatay matagal ko ng ginawa.
napapagod na ako kahit 17 years palang akong nabubuhay. I . NEED . SOMETHING . OR . SOMEONE .
i need a motivation... inspiration. something or someone that will make me hold on to life... when is it/he coming???????????????? kanta op d moment: Iris " and you cant fight the tears that aint coming. or the moment of truth in your lies. when everything feels like the movies. yeah you bleed just to know youre alive " 
