  last night celebrated cyd's 21st....it was fun....i remember enuf. thats all im sayin abt that one.
today my english teacher was awesome - it so freakin hot on the third floor so he said anyone could motion to end class anytime after 20 mins of class was done. if 2/3 of the class votes yes, we end class - no question. so guess what happened at min 21 hehe....i luv that guy tho - totally awesome.
a lil waste tho for lauryn this mornin - i was runnin hella late and she gave my ass a ride to class (very cool of her) then i saw cyd and ruth outside the engl bldg - where of course i yelled "cant talk! sooooo late!! " and ran inside hearing their knowing laughter behind me. you cant impress or fool friends youve known for years - they kno u too well. to others it mightve looked like my lateness was a chance thing, but these two kno me, so they kno better. not much to report. life is getting hella busy. AMA, AAF, DXP, PBL, and MCA meetings all this week. not to mention lacrosse practice starts next week. robs cute - said hed come watch me. dont think he knows i hate that tho.
never really liked it when ppl came to watch my games and i knew. if at the end i saw them and they had been there, cool, but knowing that certain ppl were gonna be there (ie mom or bf) i get stoopidly nervous and shit. betas still alive - been rethinkin callin him lucky - i think that might be pushin my luck. (ignore that pun) im now secretary of my sorority. im wondering if im takin on a bit much this semester. i have to pull really good grades, im involved in a hella lot, and joined a sport, and have to study for the GRE. if i start to think abt it i think i might get an ulcer. ugh. might have to cut out a few things.
what sux is that the sorority cant be cut out. PBL, MCA, AMA, and UC hip-hop might be seein less of me this semester. thats one thing i think really sux abt life: sometimes theres just not enuf time in the day to do all that you want to. but to be honest, this is lookin like a great semester and im happier than ive been in quite awhile. as cyd said last night: "it feels fuckin GOOD to be alive.
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