  once again today i was woken up to the sound of drilling,  fun times on the last day of summer!  my dad took me to get paint for my room,  i got the color i wanted,  my only concern is that my room is going to look like a giant easter egg. oh well.
 i did my english report today!  it took me a little while,  but i did it and i think i did an ok job,  i just hope it doesn't count as a test grade,  which i know some teachers would do and that is just stupid.  staci came over,
 i love talking with her,  she the keeper of all my secrets,  sometimes i think she knows more about me than i do.  i would trust her with my life,  just not my walls. she is only allowed to do the first coat.
 most of the days topics on the ariel and staci talk fest were about boys,  whats new?  my 'problem' is with my boy being so far away and how much that sucks,  and her 'problem' being that she doesn't have a boy.  our conversations seem to go in circles,  hitting the same topic over and over again,
 yet each time it is a whole new conversation.  odd how it works.  i am so lucky,  i have so many awesome friends,  i think i need to be more appreciative.  but what can i do?
 once i figure it out i will do it.  today i told Patrick that i think i knew him in a past life. polarREL:  patrick sometimes i think i knew you in a past life or something.  not that i believe in reincarnation or anything ( if i did then in my next life i am going to be a billy goat)
 but i feel like i have known you for a long time.  PeLo LoCo87:  that makes me happy i really do feel that way.  another reason i love this boy:  PeLo LoCo87:  I was thinking of you,
 Ariel polarREL:  lol,  yay polarREL:  i like being thought of PeLo LoCo87:  good PeLo LoCo87:  so be happy polarREL:
 =  PeLo LoCo87:  : D PeLo LoCo87:  that's my goal in life,  ya know PeLo LoCo87:
 making you happy and he does,  he does it very well.  people keep telling me how much they don't want to go to school,  and up until this moment i felt the same way. but right now i have come to see that i can't stop this thing we call school,  infact it seems to grow stronger each year,
 sucking you in,  choking you until you think you are about to die,  then releasing just so you can get one breath only to take hold again. thats my feeling about that at this moment,  it is sure to change in a little while so,  i was thinking.
after school is over,  and i mean over after the next 3 years,  what then? college,  ok,  then what.
work. why does life seem to suck so much!  it is hard to smile when these thought come to my mind.  all of a sudden i am in a very disruntled mood,  aka:  angry teenager mode.
 humpf!
