  i want to know if depression really does just come standard in all teenagers? i want to be something. be a somebody. have a life that will be talked about long after i am gone. to be in a book and be studied by others. i want my life to be a story; on a test that some poor student will have to take. hmm, cwould it could it ever happen? doubtful, but i can dream i suppose. guess i better get started on my masterpiece of a life time that will be in all those books....heh..... 
