  lazy weekend. i watched The Hours with staci today. after thinking about it, i decided that i didn't really like it.
it was odd though how it was such a depressing movie, and when it was over, i was not depressed like the usual effect, rather i was mad, mad at the characters i supose. i understand and see where each of them were coming from, but it annoys me when people commit suicide, for most any reason.
of course there are extenuating cercumstances, but for theirs it annoyed me. it just bothers me, b/c suicide issuch an easy way out. an easy way out of your life, and lifes problems. of course you would have to be brave to committ the act of actually killing yourself, but at the same time it is such a cowardly thing to do. its just one of those things that, i can't help but think, "how do people rationalize it all? " i mean of course, if you kill yourself you don't have to deal with it all anymore.
but in the same effect, you don't get to deal with it all anymore. when your dead your dead. there is no hope, for things to get better, at least in life there is a possibility. isn't any life better then no life? i mean, if your already here, why not make the best of it?
maybe thats just me. maybe thats just how i was raised to think. i know i don't know whats best for everybody else. but i still think if she had killed herself, it would have been a selfish action, i am glad she didn't. on a happier note we dyed kirbys hair. it turned out kinda greenish with purple stripes. i love those purple stripes. jeeze i need spring break. 
