  First let me explain what the "omnibus" is exactly. This is the bus that the ghosts get on to go to the place basically of a second chance. Just another exerpt that spoke volumes to me from "The Great Divorce" "But what of the poor ghosts who never get into the omnibus at all? " "Everyone who wishes it does. Never fear. There are only two kinds of people in the end: those who say to God, "Thy will be done," and those to whom God says, "Thy will be done. " All that are in Hell, choose it. Without that self-choice there could be no Hell. No sould that seriously and constantly desires joy will ever miss it. To those who seek find. To those who knock it is opened. " This really made me question what kind of person I am. Am I completely surrendered to Him in all aspects of my life to the point that I can say "thy will be done" or is He saying to me " thy will be done". I guess since I am even asking the question I can guarantee that it quite possibly is 50/50. Now, since I can admit the fact that He is asking me that what do I do to change it.
How do I quiet myself in all areas of my life and relationships to be open to His will all of the time and in everything I am. An area of prayer for me and other's for me? Yes. Pray that I can gain the confidence in my great, big, huger than any circumstance God to prostrate myself before Him and let His will be done. Let His will enter my individual walk, let it enter my marriage, let it enter into the leadership that I have been given, let it enter my relationships, let it enter my accoutability, let it enter my weak and feeble faith. Lord, your will be done in all that I am and going to be. World pray that it would be. 
