  Marlen is a brown belt marlen trains with swords. Man that's so cool and interesting. I belt you if i was a guy i'd have trains of girls who adored me.
But since i'm a girl i have trains of guys who fear. Well, except the stupid self centered idiots. Yes they are twice intellectually inept. This very horrible ignorant (which is way worse then stupid) homophobic, rapublican (yes in this sense it is said as an insult) dared to ask me to the prom. EWww. Darn me and my politeness. Just because i return his hello's and don't trash on him he has the nerve to make stupid sexual comments and then to ask me out to the prom. The nerve! I suppose i should not be such a snob right now. I would be flattered if it was guts and not ignorance that made him ask, but we all know it wasn't testicular fortitude that did it.
Oh and if he wasn't such a homophobic asshole with pretensious faulty christian egotism. I so want to be a writer. I just read "Five men who broke my heart" and just thought it was awesome. It could be my life soon. It's a memoir from a freelance writer on the five men from 13-35 that she fell in love with and then had a tragic ending with. She eventually ends up with a comic writer for Seingfield at 35 and then tries to have a baby with him but is unable to at 40. Anyway it's really funny and she's just my hero. I mean she's terribly fucked up. She smokes pot a lot and gets off on her boyfriends having sex with complete strangers which ends up being prophetic because most of the five men actually do that and then leave her. What's funny is that she's this freelance writer and her best friend is an architect and they both live in Manhattan and i thought how that'll probably be me and angie in a couple of years.
They are both the very successful career women which i like, oh and lots of sex with very attractive men. Utimetly though they have problems finding true love or rather keeping it. They sabotage their love filled relationships or just pick the wrong guys to date. Wrong guys being very attractive men with commitment issues and great skills in the bedroom (or in a hot-tub or outside in a park or many other locations).
Yup that'll be me someday. i can't wait to fuck up my life so that i have enough to write a great (selling) memoir about. Hehhe. Minus the abortions, i don't think i could ever go through those. Note to self, don't get pregnant, you're not yet selfish enough to pick a career over a baby. Damn my motherly instincts. I've been thinking a lot about the rest of my life lately. I was awful at being a child and a teenager. I really went from 7 to 35 back to 13 and then to 26. I'm stuck at that age right now. I think i'll attempt to revert back to atleast 21 before i go further then that. Oh man life is waiting for me...or i'm hallicinating. 
