  Graduation happened on the 15th. Hurray. I can't say that i was excited or sad or much of anything. I was just going through the motions. The dinner after was nice. Packed with the fam and angie.
I kidnapped her because her parents didn't want her to go with me. It was much fun. Today was a couple of friends' party. John gave me a ride there. He's a good kid. In the middle of fun we realized that we weren't having super fun because ai-chi was not there.
So we got her. She had just woken up. SURPRISE. Her parents scrambled for cothes as did she, while john and i walked around her compound. Then we nabed her, went to the highschool to get stuff except it was closed so no stuff was gotten. Then we went back to party, played volley ball.
Funned some more. I got despondant after realizing how much i don't fit in. I think i'm searching for some reason to exist. On another note i was given a lecture about how women were made for the comfort of men. I was told stories of male slutyness which was of course taken in with applause and cheers and approval. Then i was told that mens hould do that but not women because that's "degrading their bodies.
" I love how some men really believe that they know what degrades and what empowers us. I've come to notice that men think about sex and a lot. They want it and they think it's all right to hurt someone for it. Not neccessarily physically but emtionally. We're just objects most of the time. Being appraised and traded everyday.
I hate it when i see the injustice in the world. NOw the question is, what am i going to do about it? How am i going to do my part to stop this "boys will be boys" crap? Well i jsut don't know, but i really would like to do something. Even if it means a lot of people will hate me. Oh well, it's not like i'm loved much, might as well fill fulliled and hated. 
