  Went to see THE WIZ with my dearest angie. The play was very good and after it ended someone proposed to his girlfriend. How cute. She cried so much though, i'm not sure why. Is it that important that you have to bawl out fo control. You'd think her life depended on this, but then maybe i'm removed from the emotion so i don't know what's going on.
Lots of people were crying. The senior class and our little robbie-roo weregoing crazy with tears. Frankly i'm glad to graduate. I feel the need to move on i guess. There's very little left for me here and nothing that i feel i have to hold on to. The lead in the play and the girl who played the scarecrow were very good.
The scarecrow is going to the same college as me. I'm pondering being her roomate, but then i might want to just have a random person be my roomate. I kind of want somethign completly new i guess. You know i just noticed that i haven't passionetly kissed anyone for about a year now. Hmm i'm out of practice hehe. I feel so unused.
But i don't jusy kiss anyone so it's alright. The only thing that's not alright is the fact that i've been attracted to the men who are either emotionally or actually not avaliable. Little principle-filled me would never act on that. Sometimes i wish i would. Poor libido, so very repressed. hahah angelina showed met his pillow book from a girl.
I think i'll do one of those some day. Every woman should. Then every man should read it. So they can be sure to do the things that the woman writes good things about. The Wiz was yesterday, today was the lovely Joe Kopta tea and cake gallah event. It was so nice and fun fun.
He really wasn't kidding about baking all those cakes. They were so delish. His mother is on my list of top ten keenest moms ever. We even got a present at the end of it all. I got a little wallet and guess what? It had bunnies on it!It was just so cute.
I felt like i should have paid to enter. I mean it was just so selfish of everyone who wasn't a kopta. We were like poor people being served at some fine country club. I pretended that ai-chi was my woman. It's always fun to make a scene hehehe. I fought for her with john.
Of course i won. By the end of the year we'll be rumoured lesbians. Although i might already be a rumoured lesbian...i'm not sure. Oh well, whocares, we're leaving school anyway. June 9th is the last senior exam, 2 weeks from now. FREEDOM. 
