  Good Afternoon! Lots to tell ...lots to tell. I have never really writtenabout my disatrous arrival here in California so I guess it is time. It all stat ona very coldJanuary 1, 2004 morning when I loaded on to my America West flight in tears. They airlines charged me 240 dollars extra becuase I had over weight luggage, my kitten and an extra bag. Yes, they may have great fares however they rake you over the coals everywhere else. So I am on my merry little way to Las Vagas for my connecting flight....yeh itis delayed 2 hours becuase the plane is broken...FANTASTIC!
So I figured with my extra time I would call my apartment complex to ask if my friend could pick up my keys in-case I didn't make it in time. Well they lied to my roommate...they were not open on New Years Day.....and the catch to that is.....we have been paying rent since December 21. Luckily I had the keys and code to my bestfriends parents house so I could stay there. So one would think ...ok...awful flight things must be gettign better...NOPE...first I get out here and find out I have no job with PBK...basically been screwed over by them. Ok so I cry over it everynight...no bigdeal. I will find a job. AtleastI still have my friends....Eileen(Roommate)...Craig (mr.jelly bean)...Brian(CHP). Well the funny thing is that i basically know no one, didnt have my car for a week and a half , didn't know my way around and the kicker.......my roommate decides to stay at her parents for thefirst2 and half weeks I am here. But it gets even better. Mr. Jellybean...yes the oh so wonderful man I used to write about in here....yeh not so wonderful....he lets meuse his computer to look fora job.
Yes that was nice. However I logged onto my yahoo messanger and WELL somehow mine and his in formation all ended up into my account...very bad for him. I found out that the whole time he was in Boston visiting me he was talking to atleast3 other girls. One he even told he was on business in Boston and new York.... he even told one he was not upset things didntwork out between him and I becuase she made him smile. Now here is a quote from him that I am sure any girl reading this will just LOVE....."if things had worked out between us those other girls would have disappeared. " WHAT THE F**K! So basically he had these other girls on reserve. NO WAY IN HELL will I put up with that crap.
yeh he and I are still friends becuase we live in the same complex...however I feel sick everytime I see him. Another person that has complelty disgusted me is Brian. He is such a cry baby and a winey baby.
He always says "it has just been a very bad and stressful work week" and when Isay alwasy I mean ALWAYS and for someon ewho says he enjoys beign a AAA-with a gun officer I think he looks for too much of the poor me sindrome.....I also found out he was bisexual...i actually just think gay...I even have the old conversations from yahoo that him and I had.....hahahahahaha! Can't get much worse you are thinking...huh.....well I did get a job offer from Spring....NEVER USE THEM.... however like everything out here in the land of F**K me over they did it too. They called me the Friday before I was suppose to start work on that monday to tell me that they had decided to reorganize and would not be filling the position theyhad offered me and since I had never techincally started working for them I am yet screwed again. So here I am in California.......HATING it every second of every day and I can't wait for this year to be up so I can move home. I had met a very sweet guy however I do not think it is fair for me to get involved in a relationship wheni full heartedly plan to move back home in December.
My friend Amy made me realize that maybe I had to make this move to realize how important home is to me. I have alwasy been close to my family but I also alway had this desire to live here in California. NowIamnto saying that htings could turn around and I could start to love it here....I am trying to keep an open mind about it.
However my roommate is very boring andvery manipulated by here boyfirend so we never go out. Anyone that knows me from home knows that I was alwasy out on the town with my best friend Kirsten from hom. She actually cam eout here to see me becuaseI was so sad...now that is what a bestfriendis....I luv ya SALLY!!! We had the greatest time at the bar we went too. She rode the machanical bull and I took a shot in the shot chair...yummy,.....hehe itwent up my nose. So that is thelong updat. I had an interview with a head-hunter today so hopefully somehting will soon come into the picture. Until then...I am off to try and make some friends....hehehehehe. Love, Me 
